Recently, I have noticed that a lot of my old friends, even the ones that I thought I would be friends with forever, the ones that I had in my wedding as my bridesmaids, are no longer feeling much like friends to me. They have different interests which do not include Ascension (clearly my obsession). They are in a different stage of life. I am married with children, and they are still jet-setting around, living in all kinds of crazy places, partying and addicted to drugs, or heartbroken and unable to be happy for me or look deeper into themselves to find the answers that they seek. Some of my old friends completely buy into the system, the matrix, the false truth projected by mainstream media and forced upon us as reality. I can't blame them, but I can't go back.
These old friendships just don't seem like a match anymore. At first I was sad about this. But now, I have realized that this is actually ok, healthy, and is making room for better vibrational matches to come into my life. I have let go of having an ego reaction to loosing friends, and that has helped me realize that I can be of better service placing my energy elsewhere. I have come to understand that there is a "bifurcation of the timelines", meaning that people on the planet are going in two different spiritual directions. Some are going to be going in the direction of consciousness and others will be going the other way toward low frequency, ego, materialism, density and illusion. The people who choose the path toward continued materialism will manifest stronger and more dire situations and disease patterns that will help them have an epiphany and evolve. If they cannot ultimately choose high-frequency and authenticity, they might die from their own blockages. I have one old friend that I am really worried about, and our friendship has gotten to the point that we are just too far apart to reconcile our philosophical viewpoints. It has gotten so bad recently that I am afraid that she will kill herself, overdose or die. I want to help her, however, she needs to have a wake up call and help herself. I have tried SO many times, and I can't have her around my children anymore. From my perspective, she is absolutely plagued by negative multidimensional entities that are trying to take her down by preying on her life-force. This causes her to be in a lot of pain, choose drugs to self sooth, and then become extremely depressed about it. She recently told me that a doctor diagnosed her as bipolar. This is a palatable diagnosis for her because it allows her to justify her behavior and take even more pharmaceuticals. The pharmaceuticals are really making it worse, taking her further away from the root of the issue, and will eventually poison her body. When I have tried to explain my multidimensional point of view on her issues, she tells me, "I believe in science," and hangs up the phone. When I try to tell her that the demons she is facing are real negative entities and not a psychological diagnosis, she rolls her eyes at me. I get it. But we cannot be friends anymore because of the widening gap between our understandings. This is endlessly frustrating, because I want to help my friend, but on the other hand, she doesn't want to hear my side anyway. She just wants a quick fix that will save face for her ego. Sigh, and then let it go. We are in the time of a great consciousness shift. This will take us out of resonance with some people in our previous life. If you are loosing friends, it could be a sign of your rapid consciousness evolution. You might be called to become the hermit, to meditate in the cocoon and then blossom into a butterfly. Don't worry, you are brave, it is worth it, and you will find other friends who are butterflies. If any of my old friends are reading this, I will always be here for you when you are ready choose the path of consciousness, and boldly leave everything you thought you knew behind. Then we will be free once again in the infinite playground of truth and imagination.
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Minu
10/13/2016 09:48:24 am
this one post has miraculously come at a time, when I need it desperately. Am in the process of losing two close friends...who resonate v deeply with me. And yet I lost them. I thought it was fate, until one has a chance of coming back, if I want it enough. But sadly, I don't, though both are gems and solitary individuals who wish to be in their cocoon. I have decided to leave it to destiny, and walk my own path, shining in my own light. Thanks a million. I don't feel guilty any more. sending you and your family loads of love and grace.
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Jenna Pennrose
10/14/2016 10:29:53 am
Hi Minu! These are times of so much shifting, and people are going and coming in our lives! Trust the universe and you will see that everything is happening for the perfect reason. Sending so much LOVE !!
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Teresa
10/13/2016 07:53:27 pm
This is so true. I have one soul sister, and thank the Goddess for her! My family thinks I'm crazy, and my folks that check in always make sure to ask if I still believe in Christ. Hahaha, if she would just understand. Thanks for bringing this up. Great post.
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Jenna Pennrose
10/14/2016 10:32:02 am
Hi Teresa! Christ Consciousness is a great way to explain ascension in terms of christ....Yes, it is hard when people think you're crazy, i've been called crazy too many times to count! But the truth is we are ahead of our time ;) Sending LOVE!
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Bernd
10/13/2016 09:43:20 pm
you can not tell most people what you already know deep down. Simply cause they are not ready yet. So sometimes it is best to let them go. I had to painfully experience both many times. The holding on and the letting go.
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Jenna Pennrose
10/14/2016 10:33:32 am
Hi Bernd!
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L S
10/14/2016 08:06:53 am
If any of my old friends are reading this, I will always be here for you when you are ready choose the path of consciousness, and boldly leave everything you thought you knew behind.
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Jenna Pennrose
10/14/2016 10:37:47 am
Hi LS,
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Susan Lynn Ramsay
10/15/2016 08:14:00 am
Gday Jenna,
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Jenna Pennrose
10/15/2016 10:35:30 am
Hi Sue! So much great stuff in your comment! I just really want to affirm that you are on a worthy path. Take this time to focus on the internal connections that are possible when you connect to spirit guides and higher self. The wave of Ascension is reaching a breaking point, and when it does, you will be surfing down the other side :) Sending LOVE
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