Recently, I have noticed that a lot of my old friends, even the ones that I thought I would be friends with forever, the ones that I had in my wedding as my bridesmaids, are no longer feeling much like friends to me. They have different interests which do not include Ascension (clearly my obsession). They are in a different stage of life. I am married with children, and they are still jet-setting around, living in all kinds of crazy places, partying and addicted to drugs, or heartbroken and unable to be happy for me or look deeper into themselves to find the answers that they seek. Some of my old friends completely buy into the system, the matrix, the false truth projected by mainstream media and forced upon us as reality. I can't blame them, but I can't go back.
These old friendships just don't seem like a match anymore. At first I was sad about this. But now, I have realized that this is actually ok, healthy, and is making room for better vibrational matches to come into my life. I have let go of having an ego reaction to loosing friends, and that has helped me realize that I can be of better service placing my energy elsewhere.
I have come to understand that there is a "bifurcation of the timelines", meaning that people on the planet are going in two different spiritual directions. Some are going to be going in the direction of consciousness and others will be going the other way toward low frequency, ego, materialism, density and illusion. The people who choose the path toward continued materialism will manifest stronger and more dire situations and disease patterns that will help them have an epiphany and evolve. If they cannot ultimately choose high-frequency and authenticity, they might die from their own blockages.
I have one old friend that I am really worried about, and our friendship has gotten to the point that we are just too far apart to reconcile our philosophical viewpoints. It has gotten so bad recently that I am afraid that she will kill herself, overdose or die. I want to help her, however, she needs to have a wake up call and help herself. I have tried SO many times, and I can't have her around my children anymore. From my perspective, she is absolutely plagued by negative multidimensional entities that are trying to take her down by preying on her life-force. This causes her to be in a lot of pain, choose drugs to self sooth, and then become extremely depressed about it. She recently told me that a doctor diagnosed her as bipolar. This is a palatable diagnosis for her because it allows her to justify her behavior and take even more pharmaceuticals. The pharmaceuticals are really making it worse, taking her further away from the root of the issue, and will eventually poison her body. When I have tried to explain my multidimensional point of view on her issues, she tells me, "I believe in science," and hangs up the phone. When I try to tell her that the demons she is facing are real negative entities and not a psychological diagnosis, she rolls her eyes at me. I get it. But we cannot be friends anymore because of the widening gap between our understandings. This is endlessly frustrating, because I want to help my friend, but on the other hand, she doesn't want to hear my side anyway. She just wants a quick fix that will save face for her ego. Sigh, and then let it go.
We are in the time of a great consciousness shift. This will take us out of resonance with some people in our previous life. If you are loosing friends, it could be a sign of your rapid consciousness evolution. You might be called to become the hermit, to meditate in the cocoon and then blossom into a butterfly. Don't worry, you are brave, it is worth it, and you will find other friends who are butterflies.
If any of my old friends are reading this, I will always be here for you when you are ready choose the path of consciousness, and boldly leave everything you thought you knew behind. Then we will be free once again in the infinite playground of truth and imagination.