So I've just happened upon watching the first episode of the Leah Remini's Scientology special called Scientology and the Aftermath on A&E. I found a couple elements interesting in the first episode that I wanted to discuss. First is that the promises that Scientology makes to its believers--promises that you can activate your full potential, that you can help change and shift the world, that you can help achieve no war and no hunger. This promise sounds just like Organic Ascension! So this message will resonate with potential believers, hooking them in. There are many souls on planet now who are born to do fulfill these same promises. From the Ascension perspective, I find this interesting because it shows how religious movements manipulate people's spiritual energies by tapping into what is really truest and best with in their higher selves. The believers really do believe in activating their highest potential, are drawn in by esoteric knowledge. This is how good people get involved in these types of organizations. The problem is that the leadership is manipulating their believers, manipulating their spiritual energies to drain them, to syphon their finances and their life-force rather than empowering them with the truest divinity within. The Church's job is to be the middle man between believers and the divine. But the era of spiritual middle men is ending.
L. Ron Hubbard, who is the founder of Scientology, was a science-fiction writer and very connected to ideas about alien worlds and presence. It is not unlikely, in my estimation, that he was visited by some type of negative alien race and given secrets and information, as well as esoteric knowledge that helped him tell the tale of full human potential. Seems like he was given some key codes of Ascension, enough to harness good hearts and hook people in. Probably the same negative aliens helped him set up the foundation and structure of his "church" which, at the core, is nothing more than energy siphoning technology.
Brave people like Leah Remini and other high ranking Scientology ex-members are interviewed. It is these people who are able to lift the veil from the inside out, so shout out to Leah Remini and shout out to all the whistleblowers. I have noticed this theme recently of whistleblowers coming forward and getting the truth out, not just about Scientology, but also about the government, secret space program, politics, bankers, corporations. I just love this! The old paradigm is cracking!!! Let's finish it off...
Authority and hierarchy are both elements in Scientology that are used to control their believers, and this is representative of the patriarchal domination of our current paradigm and is rooted in absurd negative alien mindsets (anti-human mindsets). Celebrities figuring within Scientology is a business model marketing tool. In the show, Amy Scobee, an ex-Scientologist who worked in the Celebrity Center explained how Scientology tells people, "we are in the business of freeing you as a spiritual being." This resonated with Amy when she first heard it, as it does with other people and celebrities, and this is how they hook them.
Then there is the Sea Organization, a special unit of Scientology called "the Vatican" of Scientology. Young teens enter this organization and are asked to sign spiritual contracts upon entry. Parents are told, "if we're going to salvage this planet" you have to give us your child. Parents waive all responsibility over their child. These children then sign a contract for 1 billion years (you read that right) which extends past this lifetime. This is how good people end up signing soul contracts that can get extended to subsequent lifetimes. This is one example of how negative aliens get people into soul contracts. One can break any soul contract with Negatives in this life or another by having the intention to do so and claiming the Return to Rightful Owner Command.
So many cults and false religions and false prophets have used pieces of the organic Ascension to hook people in. Because believer's higher selves know that that organic Ascension is true and right, it is used as an illusion to manipulate human spiritual energies and draw people into multi-lifetime soul contracts. This is a normal and known negative alien tactic. Anyone acting as a middle man between you and the divine needs to be questioned and ultimately ejected.
"History will be good to me, for I intend to write it." -Winston Churchill
So Jesse was telling me about when he spent time as an exchange student in Japan in high school. There he saw Japanese text books teaching about World History. A small section was about American History. The entire story of American History took up only about two pages of their textbook, and according to Jesse's memory, about one half of a whole page was dedicated to describing the Ku Klux Klan. One quarter of American History, from the textbook's perspective, is about the Ku Klux Klan. I don't know if this is the case with all current Japanese History books, but this fact had struck Jesse at the time. In American history books taught to children at school here, there may be only the same half a page dedicated to the Ku Klux Klan.
The point of the story is that cultural perspective really makes a difference in how things are perceived. Also that certain narrow minded perspectives can shape an entire country's youth into believing misinformation. The winner writes history, or can manipulate history, and even our history books are not objective. This is further evidence that the linear mind can be deceived by intentional misinformation, so we must lead from the heart. We must think about how Americans are thought of by the rest of the world. And also what cultural perceptions we carry ourselves.
Another example of this was when I was in college at the American University of Paris. AUP is an international school with people from over 100 countries. I was a philosophy major, and I took one class about the philosophy of Marx. We read the original texts, and talked a lot about how Marxist socialism actually makes perfect sense and is nothing like historically implemented "Communism" as we think of it today. In this class, one student was from China and had been raised and had always lived in the communist Chinese system until she came to study in Paris and took this class. She asked questions like, "What does Democracy mean" (She had never been taught). She found Marx so interesting because the entire foundation of China's political philosophy is theoretically based on Marx's Communist ideology. However in China, actual original texts by Marx are banned and not translated or printed into Chinese. You cannot read Marx in China, and the reason is because the actual practical application of Communism in China is so so different than the original Marxist ideal outlines.
This is another example of how cultural differences can define what is taught as truth to an entire population and that "Truth" is dangerously subjective an in today's day and age. In my opinion, The Negatives who control governments from the shadows put the label "Communism" onto such horrible and oppressive historical regimes for fear that Marxist socialism makes too much sense, and hearkens post-Ascension Earth dynamics (throwing off the yoke of the oppressors, redistributing resources, all people following their heart path and working for the greater good of all and in sustainable accordance with the Earth), and The Negatives did not want us to realize that. Bernie Sanders is a socialist for example...why? because it makes sense if your are coming from the Law of One perspective. Let's give Marx a chance!
For a lot of us on the Ascension path, there are a lot of ways that we have learned how to connect with spirit. When we do this, we are taking ourselves out of the 3D matrix, and into higher dimensional spaces. Some of these dimensional spaces are bringing us back into a state of pure and unconditional love, and this is sometimes hard to come down from.
Whether it be in the form of spiritual ceremonies, group practices or personal daily meditation, these can take us into the ether and spirit realms and away from the pain of the planet and our everyday lives. Sometimes it is hard to come back from that place, especially when you're in a group of tribesmen holding communion together, as I was this past weekend at Star Knowledge/Earth Shift Conference in the California desert. This point about the ceremonial comedown was mentioned by the Chiefs over an early morning drum circle. It really resonated with me, and I wanted to bring this teaching back to you..
We experience such a high when we are fully embodied in in our communities and feeling the spirit of communal joy and connectedness to Universal Love. However, the backlash can be that after the ceremony and gathering is over, we feel empty, sad, hollow, homesick or like normal life is just not tolerable. However, the greatest thing that we can do is to take the amazing information and love energy that we received from the "ceremony", and bring it back to our everyday world; to bring these blessings back to the normal world, and spread it around into our normal lives. Sharing it with others allows us to complete the hero's journey and generally become a lighthouse.
So last night was Halloween and I thought it was going to go well, but boy was I wrong. I have to give you a little backstory first. Halloween has not been a very enjoyable holiday for me, and I tend to get very anxious around Halloween. During Halloween 2014, I also had a panic attack. During this attack, I felt at the overwhelming sense of Satanic forces doing rituals that night. It was scary. I felt a lot of dark energy running rampant out there. On Halloween 2014, I had a very strong past life memory come back to me that started me down a rabbit hole that I still haven't gotten to the bottom of. Before that Halloween, I had heard of the Negative Alien Agenda's ties to satanic esoteric societies, But it wasn't until this day two years ago that I realized how central these forces are in our everyday world, and in my personal world in lives past.
Anyway, when sensing these dark forces on Halloween night 2014, my mind sparked a past life memory. All of a sudden I was in Elizabethan England at a Satanic ritual happening on Halloween night in the center of the hedge maze at Hampton Court Palace and attended by an elder Queen Elizabeth I herself. It was very cold that night. I am wearing an ornate corseted woman's gown but my chest was uncovered, and I can feel the nip of the cold night air on my bare chest. What happened there at that ritual was horrible and I don't want to dwell on the details in this post. I will tell that whole story another day.
I realized over the course of the memory and then meditating on it with my guides, that there are a lot of very bad ritualistic and esoteric events that happen every Halloween. Negative spirits are truly afoot. And I personally, of course, have suffered plenty of personal trauma on Halloweens past.
This Halloween we had planned on going to Milo's cousin's house to go trick-or-treating. We have been counting down the days on the calendar until Halloween. We all had costumes and we had been really looking forward to this day. However as the day approached, I began to feel a little anxious. My mother and brother decided to come with us, and I might also add that my mother and my brother also lived in that Elizabethan lifetime, along with Milo. As we are approaching leaving our house for the night, I began to feel the anxiety rising. My husband is bad at helping me whenever I'm in distress. If I am in a good place emotionally, he is the best husband ever. However, he has some evolving to do in the realm of emotional intelligence. He does not know how to be there for me when I need him emotionally. He is there for me in almost every other way, such as physically and financially (and for that I am grateful and I know he is my true soul mate), but he is not able to be there for me emotionally yet (he doesn't know what to say or do and always says/does the wrong thing) and as an extremely emotional person, it is really hard for me. This current reality of our relationship really triggers me and pushes me over the edge if I am feeling weak. This Halloween, the perfect storm was brewing.
The negativity and emotions associated with Halloween are too much for me to handle and definitely too much for Jesse to handle. Even if I consciously choose to "have a good night" or "not let it affect me", the gravity of these cellular memories begin to rise up regardless. The panic reaction started on in the car ride to cousin's house. Both kids were crying hysterically, and hearing their desperate tones sent me into adrenal reaction panic mode. I started crying and panicking, and the Extreme Emotional Outburst had begun. I began feeling a pressure in my chest, the inability to breathe, my extremities tingling from lack of oxygen and a ringing in my ears. An immense feeling of utter dread. Now, it's me and two babies crying hysterically. A downward spiral. Jesse could not help me, which made me feel worse. The hysteria only ended when I was able to salvage enough presence of mind to start hard-core commanding my personal space, shielding myself and children and the entire car. I used the mantra, "I COMMAND MY PERSONAL SPACE" "I COMMAND A SHIELD AROUND THIS CAR." I said these mantras hundreds of times. It began to work and I fully intended and envisioned the shield around our car and our connection to Source and the angels. As I took back my power, both children stopped crying and fell asleep. Jesse and I had a long tedious conversation once again about my issues and my fears about Halloween and how we need to stay together and stay spiritually strong that night.
We got to the party and everything started out OK. We changed into our costumes (Milo was a firefighting Dalmatian named Marshall, Jesse was a skeleton, I was a black cat, and Maisy was a baby black cat...see pictures) We ate chili and had some wine. We were doing pretty well until the actual trick-or-treating started. My mom and brother showed up, and we all left with Maisy in the stroller and Milo so excited to go trick-or-treating for his first time with his cousin. Upon leaving the house, I immediately felt anxious and knew I couldn't walk around in the dark and freezing cold. I was experiencing a reboot of the adrenal panic reaction happening (I have no explanation for it other than past life memories) so I went back to the house and stayed there. I didn't even want to answer the door for trick-or-treaters, because I just couldn't even deal with anything. I was that freaked out.
From my perspective, this emotional reaction is 100% rooted in past life memories for me and pieces of myself which are still chained up screaming deep in my unconscious. At 6:00, they left to go trick-or-treating. At 6:10, I went running back to the house. I just wanted to go home. I didn't hear anything from Jesse, so I texted him at 7:00, and we agreed that he would come back by 8:00 and that we would leave immediately. However, unbeknownst to me, Jesse instead began taking this swigs of whiskey from a flask that his cousin had brought. They ended up staying out until 8:30. Between 6:00 and 8:30, my panic had been rising. By the time we actually got in the car to go home at 8:45, I was in full blown panic mode. Jesse was too drunk to drive home and completely unable to emotionally support me. I drove home pretty much freaking out the entire time, not being able to feel my hands and my legs. I was even too weak to command my personal space and all I could feel was deep and hollow sadness, panic, anger at Jesse for making it so much harder on me. I just kept asking the angels to be with us, and just let us get home safely. Which we did.
Upon getting home. I was very angry and exhausted. I was furious at Jesse because he was so unable to support me and I felt abandoned spiritually and emotionally. This is our main reoccurring relationship problem. I ended up locking myself in my bedroom and screaming at the top of my lungs, thinking, "I'm so glad it's Halloween or else the neighbors would think somebody's getting murdered here." but at the end of the night, I just needed to scream to just get that frustrated emotions, pain and anger out.
The moral of the story is that the time is now to heal all the pieces of ourselves. The painful pieces which we are still unconscious of. The pieces of us that are still chained up screaming. The pressure is on us to evolve. To clear these past life pains and memories. To call back all the pieces of ourselves. For this, I suggest any heartfelt version of the Return to Rightful Owner command.