So I am almost 30 weeks along in my second pregnancy and I just can't believe how different this pregnancy with Maisy has been from my last one with Milo. Complete opposites. As soon as i crossed the 6 week mark, I was ill all day from morning sickness and it was no joke. I could throw up 8-10 times within the first 5 minutes of waking up, and then it continued all day and throughout the night. My hypersensitivity was in overdrive. Food, smells, light, people, energies in the world have become unbearable to me, and it has been best for me to not leave the house. In the first trimester, I simply couldn't function. I began to feel depressed in the first few weeks because I didn't know how I would be able to sustain, feeling SO sick ALL day while taking care of Milo. Living life became impossible. Everything stopped except the basic necessities of making it through the day. The morning sickness lasted for the first 24 weeks, and even now at almost 30 weeks, i still get nauseous here and there and I still haven't been able to lie horizontal without feeling sick. I have been sleeping in a sitting position for almost 30 weeks now. According to my spirit guides, these extreme physical symptoms have been present because my body has been rapidly upgrading in order to carry Maisy, as she is, as far as my intuition dictates, a Starseed who is not acclimated to the Earth body. Milo, on the other hand, was quite acclimated to Earth energies upon his arrival. In order to carry Maisy's frequency of energy, as she has lived many lives just as an energetic being non-incarnate, it has been a process that has made me all kinds of physically ill. I have taken this pregnancy as a time to meditate all day everyday, to make myself a vessel of love on the Earth, and to purify my mind/body/life in preparation for holding down a high frequency energy platform for this new life in my belly.
I'm not going to pretend to know everything about all of Milo's past lives because I know he's had thousands. He is a definite old soul, and has displayed all the markings (anxiety, empathy, aggression) of a soul traumatized by many lives living on Earth, for it is hardly possible to live on Earth without being traumatized. He has also displayed the empathy, intuitive awareness, vibrational sensitivity of a soul who has lived in other dimensional spaces as well. This gives him both Indigo and Starseed characteristics. As a toddler, his Indigo characteristics give me the most trouble on a daily basis. Milo is an alpha type personality to the max. He has a sense of battle strategy, chivalry and negotiation. He gets his way. Milo seems definitely an old warrior knight used to winning in battle. A very good intuitive medium told me that she could see a past life in which Milo was a military advisor to Alexander the Great, and I was his mother in that lifetime too. He started out in Alexander's army, and went up the ranks quickly due to his skill and strategy. He was still very young when Alexander took him to battle, and he was kept away from the front lines because he was so useful. I have to admit, I could see this exactly when I watch my son battle my every suggestion with such intensity and circumspect strategy that I could never win. This has taught me to really choose my battles with him out of utter necessity. In his defense, he is also very charming. He picks every flower he sees and gives it to me, and kisses the hands of ladies while gazing in their eyes the whole time. He has an inborn chivalry, and it comes so easy to him. Having clearly (to me) lived at least a handful of recent lives on the European continent, he definitely has a lot of energetic trauma to work through. This is clear in his behavior when he becomes hysterical and hypersensitive, and I feel it is my job to be there for him, shield him, and help him consciously release all of the pain that is trapped inside him in order to heal himself and the historical timelines...as that is what the Indigo souls are here to do, as I see it. I don't, however, feel that the warrior lifetimes that he may have endured were the only lives he has lived over the millennia, they are just the ones that are currently coming in most strongly, probably to be healed. I don't want ask my own spirit guides too much about Milo's other lifetimes, only because I want that to be something that Milo discovers for himself, and I don't want to put suggestions in to his head. I also feel this way about Jesse's past lives and Maisy's too, although I have some very definite inklings about both of them.